'I thank God for fear because for the first time, I'm afraid the person next to me will be the one who wants to leave.' Both of us deserve better that staying together, because we're afraid we'll be destroyed if we don't.' Even in this eternal city, the Augustus shows that we must always be prepared for endless waves of transformation. Maybe my life hasn't been so chaotic, It's just the world that is, and the only real trap is getting attached to any of it. Then I looked around in this place, at the chaos it's endured, the way it's been adapted, burned, pillaged, then found a way to build itself back up again, and I was reassured. Settle for living in misery because we're afraid of change, of things crumbling to ruins.

We all want things to stay the same, David.

It feels like a precious wound like a heartbreak you won't let go of, because it hurts too good. The city has grown up around it over centuries. The great Augusteum, Rome's first true great emperor, how could he have imagined that Rome, the whole world, as far as he was concerned, would one day be in ruins? It's one of the quietest and loneliest places in Rome. When the barbarians came, they trashed it along with everything else.

Octavian Augustus built it to house his remains. But a friend took me to the most amazing place the other day. Remember when you said we should live with each other and be unhappy so we could be happy? Consider it a testimony to how much I love you that I spent so long pouring myself into that offer trying to make it work. 'Dear David, we haven't had any communication in a while and it's give me time I needed to think. 'Sometimes to lose balance for love is part of living a balanced

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